So I was accepted into a college which I've always wanted to go, yet, I have this feelings that doesn't want to go. I don't know what I should do, it's beyond expectations and would be extremely benefical but I don't want to leave my friends. I love them. Yes, if you truly love them, you should make the effort to be with them but I don't know if I could still maintain the same relationship with them. The college is further than the school I currently go to so I will have to be productive and prepared to hike there every morning, with a chance of rejection and no guarantee that I will be happy.
Here's another thing: it's an all girls college and I haven't been the most confident person around girls, I just don't feel myself so it's going to be harder to socialise. Ah, what's stopping me? I can definitely do it because I believe in myself and I want a fresh start!
See the sudden chance in attitude? I am too indecisive. Dear oh dear, will I stay or will I go? Aha, make myself laugh with a song but this is a serious issue I should consider! Wish me luck, lovelies!
Toodles!
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